To you

I’ve been crashing down, being lost.
No warning light on the other coast
Nothing was anymore reachable
I’ve been crying being breakable.

How to reach this cup of tea?
Can’t even do a true nice smile.
Walking breaks my legs.
Reaching more and more this Island called File

I couldn’t notice what was happening around me
Is it real or fiction what’s moving around me? I can’t see!
I was a blind kitty, with a racing heart
Where to go? Someone can show me the start?

One day, you came to me and picked me up in your arms
That day, you gave me so much love without pretending something back
After days, I felt you deep in my heart, attached
From this day, I couldn’t live anymore without your wonderful charm.

You are so strong, but now you don’t feel well
You have to hold on, hold on
Be less strong with yourself, many people fall already
I’m sure, I feel will be a short bad time for you,

You hurt yourself, now dance a bit lower
Let me heal your ankle, believe me, you’ll get even stronger
You have to take your time and you’ll go on!
It won’t last long, be already thankful because it’s gone.

Focus more on yourself
What I mostly wonder about you is your strength
But please, be less strong with yourself
For everyone of us, our enemy number one is our mind.

Just search time for yourself and stop smother
Don’t forget there’s always me there for you since your birth
I love you like no one else does, except of your mother
You are the best woman on earth.

P.E.rfection

Perfection; I always thought I knew what it was, the way it looked: it changes, it grows and it’s

perfect.

Perfection; I deemed to know what it was: What grows better then a girl?

Perfection; now I know it’s you.

Looking forward

Leaf, which slowly gets stronger again. After having spent his last year between wind, rain and snow.
Leaf, which got old and weak, but it’s feeling better, ’cause it has not to fight anymore.
Leaf, which every night dreams about all its fights, it can’t forget its pain.

Leaf, which is waiting for the next storm, it wanna fly away, being finally free.
Leaf, which sees how all the other are young and green, without any drop. It is instead all red with some green drops.

Leaf, which keeps asking what it is waiting for. Asking for what he fight until now. Asking what would have happen if he didn’t fight.

Leaf, You got to decide for your way and let all other fall down, leaving on your back, forget them. You’ll never know them, because you won’t ever have more then just one answer at once. be proud of your decisions: knowing always what you doing. Finally you’ll see what you have to see.

The great unknow

We prefer to see what the other are doing
Instead to see through what we are going.

How to worry if we don’t see?

Run, run away. Don’t worry if it’s night or day
We always are engaged with something new
No wonder if we spend nights in blue.

Now it’s time to take our empty bag
We just gotta go, from here on may
everything we need we’ll find on our way
we don’t have to wonder about that

we worry to crush, so we built our  cyberspace
But it’s like smoke coming out of the fireplace
so we don’t have to wait there
pick up your bag and start going through your stair

Nobody knows what it is

Everybody’s wondering

we used to fight for it for having a better one
Nobody really wants it nowadays
too scary, better taking freeways
freeways just for us from the society

It’s funnier playing with toys
filling our ear with noise

Now it’s time to take our empty bag
We just gotta go, from here on may
everything we need we’ll find on our way
we don’t have to wonder about that

we worry to crush, so we built our  cyberspace
But it’s like smoke coming out of the fireplace
so we don’t have to wait there
pick up your bag and start going through your stair

Little bit

We born with different feelings inside.

It’s such a confusion
All these decisions.

every day it’s a collusion,

How many days we spend just with hurting everyone.

How to set us free?

We just see how we get old
Still not knowing who we are
We slowly loose hair,
but we notice it when we get bold
The time of acting ourselves has to end
Starting by accepting us.
how if we wanna just the best?

Signs of reality
are sometimes fatality,
We must try, try and try again
Discovering ourselves again
Every day a little bit more of us.

There’s not just black or white.

The boy the angel and their promise

There’s a boy and a girl, laying next to each other spending a wonderful day. They can hear each other for hours and never get bored.
No one talks anymore, both are enjoying this moment.
He only knows, what she said about herself. However she knows his world.
The dusk came, now they have to say goodbye. She’s sad because he has a face of stone. Before going, she asks him to promise her something: to keep always smiling, to be happy.
She missed him, too. Even if he’s a human; he’s different, he wants to be good.
He answers her he’ll always keep smiling for her. He starts too feel something new inside him.
He starts to feel something for her, but she’s an angel; a good one, who feels fine by seeing other people smiling.
He’s wondering when he will see her again. He doesn’t know she already built a house in his heart where she can lives in. He can’t know it, because he’s just a human and she’s an angel. He’s too young for understanding anything, she’s even younger and knows anything. They’re living in two different worlds. They can’t fit in, even if both want the same, but she’s an angel and he’s just a human.
She’s quite gone, he quite left, too. He’s trying to smile, always. Asking himself is she’s still remembering about him. She smiles back.
He’s always smiling. Even if he feels alone, he doesn’t really understand: he’s just a human.
She know’s it, but she can’t really do something right now, so she keeps smiling at him. He can’t understand, she can’t change things: He’s just a human and she’s an angel.

The clown

He goes his way of happiness
He searches the saddest city, first.
No matter if he founds gloom or death..

All around with a smile, with a word, with a jump, he lets all the laugh out.

He does anything for us

You can’t wait him coming to your town

He’s the worker of your soul, he’s here to adjust…

everything you need, he’ll bring it up to you, because he’s your clown

What he does it’s for you

It’s a gift from him to you

He emanates happiness from everywhere:

From his cap, till his shoe.

He gives everything to the next.

Nothing’s just for him, he got to give it all

Till he feels his emptiness, he gave everything away

It’s nothing wrong, he does it for you.

He does everything for us

You can’t wait him coming to your town

He’s the worker of your soul, he’s here to adjust…

everything you need, he’ll bring it up to you, because he’s your clown

He does everything for us

You can’t wait coming to your town

He got the happiness crown

He’s your clown

What he does it’s for you

It’s a gift from him for you

He emanates happiness from everywhere:

From his cap till his shoe.

Till he feels his emptiness, he gave everything away

It’s nothing wrong, it’s just a show

Happiness just all around, and he can’t reach it

His soul’s lonely into the ground

Everyone sees just his mask, the clown

He’s lonely in the ground with his crown

In the night he sees his face

No smile no sing of happiness

He can’t believe to himself

Tears coming down, but it’s okay

he does it for you, everything’s just a show

from him and only for you.

Searching for you

I want You, You are a star

I want You, You are all mine

I want You, You are so far away.

I need You, for feeling fine

I need You, You cheering me always up.

I need You, You showing my red line.

Stars watching

Stars watching, it’s a magical night.
On my garden I’m laying, everything’s being so quiet

Stars watching, every star’s looking like the other
Everyone’s so perfect and still unique.

Stars watching, this quietude’s getting louder and louder.
I can’t hear anything, I don’t feel alone no more.

Star’s shining bright: I keep admiring them without really knowing what’s inside.

Isn’t it: Not everything that shines is beautiful?

I believe, I do still believe this star’s made of Perfection:

Wise, as it lived before anything got built.

Strong, as it was there before everything was here.

Courageous, as it took part in every war.

I do believe, I do believe this star will give me strength,

Power that will let me go, letting me go where I need to go.

I don’t know anything about my future, I do not want to know yet.

I just need to follow these stars

Everything will come when time’s ripe.

Now I keep watching stars.

(Forgetting) the way I am

I worry it’s sadness of being feelingless.
Probably just dissatisfaction.

What I see in me it’s just destruction.

I run, run, run, but I don’t go anywhere.

We always want the most-, the soonest possible

I never really took something.

I always  waited too long: scared of loosing everything

Now I know I gotta take what I find.

’cause all what you find out is you gonna pay more.

I just took a flower and closed it in a book, for having it forever.

The flower couldn’t breath in it: it’s going to die sooner or later.

I see now I did everything wrong.

I’m born having feelings inside, I’ll keep them: At least I didn’t choose myself.

I don’t have to be sad, not waiting for miracles, because it’s already there: next to me, far away.

I can’t be sad of what I am. I just have to start with a smile, forgetting which way I’m born.

Building myself new, day after day.

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